Update!

Ok, HE just responded. (From previous blog) Anyway, he said that he's known, and that he's cool with it, but that he doesnt like me the same way. :(. Good thing is.... we're still friends!

Fuck it - Eamon

Fuck what I said, it dont mean shit now...

that's how i feel. Really, right now i was stupid enough to send an email to the guy I've liked since 7th grade saying that I like him. That was about half an hour ago. He has yet to answer.  When will I be smart again????? Tell me! I think I just ruined our friendship in a paragraph.

What I think About Popularity!

Popularity: Many people are placed on pedestals because of who the know and of looks... I am a bigger girl and i hang out with a girl with no other friends so suddenly i am at the bottom of the food chain! I fucking think popularity is overrated! Come on! its not like those kids at my school are gonna be able to succeed at school because the rarely focus... all they do is dream about being a star athlete, a movie star, model, or what ever, but they fucking cant get it through their fucking thick sculls that maybe just maybe about 1% is gonna end up what they want to be and the rest... are all gonna be working for US! The losers, nerds, freaks, and outcasts are gonna dominate in success and be more economically stable with a job that is realistic and not be in Juvi, or on the streets, or not even be PREGNANT unlike some slutty(POPULAR) girls i know(But don't like to socialize with them). Now with our economy, trying to get a job, they now have higher standards! Why cant people understand this! WHEN YOU GROW UP... POPULARITY WONT DO SHIT FOR YOU!

-And that was my state on POPULARITY! :]

(Hehe. More like bitching![:)